I want to start making good videos. The only way to do that is to make bad videos first. This is a raw glimpse into my scattered mind and a little about how I’m feeling today. Maybe you can relate.
And the neat thing about websites, Youtube and the internet in general is that if you want to (and sometimes even when you don’t) you can keep your content online forever. This being 2020, and the world now having been fully enveloped in the warm clutches of COVID-19, I imagine there are more people browsing more things than ever before.
And one of my biggest fears is just contributing to the noise. I might be a happier person if I just gave it all up. But I won’t. Partly because I need the personal validation. Partly because I fear my life’s efforts being forgotten. And partly because I want to make useful things for other people. I like being helpful and staying busy.